It\'s taken me 12 years
To write down these tears
That you all made me cry
And want to fucking die
Now you will listen here
I finally want to clear
The darkness in my mind
And kill the torturous grind
You said I was your mate
Before it turned to hate
We had each others back
So who changed the track?
How could I foresee
You\'d change the us to me
What made all this worse
Was I felt it was a curse
As when we were alone
It\'s like you were a clone
We would get on just fine
But then I\'d hear the chime
The others would be here
To install the fear
When it was a group
I was pushed out the loop
You made me feel so small
Like you were 10 feet tall
Why was I the joke
For you all to poke
What made you fuck with me
And change the us to thee
When there was a fight
I could see the light
I jumped in and fought for you
My friendship was still true
For a night we were back friends
To break this torturous trend
What a fool was I
To even go and try
As soon it was all done
You made me want a gun
I\'d blow my brains in two
You changed the us to you
There was nothing I could do
Even try and see through you
I kept up this stupid trend
And hope it would all mend
I left myself out there
For my soul to tear
I brought this on myself
This dark and horrid shelf
For you to place your fears
And reduce me to tears
There finally came a time
Where I would change my rhyme
I knew I had no reason
But to commit treason
You thought you were the king
But there was just one thing
I\'d put myself through hell
Trying to live within a shell
Now I would finally break
And leave for my own sake
-I changed the we to me