All of life has my respect but trust is a different thing, I guess truth be told I still don\'t trust any soul.
This came as a shock! I honestly thought it would be at least with the ones closest to me, it\'s even opposite to my career with dogs as they will give you trust but you\'ll need to earn their respect!
If I have a gut feeling I used to defend it till I\'m blue in the face, time has shown me this battle most people want and even I could get a buzz from.
The only real reason I write, is that this page is my shield and the words my weapon, I have no right to touch anything I don\'t own and the only true object is this vessel.
I\'m trying to trust that l am loved and this can\'t be proven only I can know, then I question do I really love the man in the mirror or am I still just blagging to see a winner.
Life is a gift and I know this as a soul that lives, a proud father I try to be but I question my integrity.
When I feel my paths have shown me not to trust anybody but give all life respect to be eternally free.
It\'s never been easy to just be me, did I loose faith in trust or did it loose faith in me.
I\'ll keep walking and writing, one day I know, all answer and question will cease to flow. Maybe then I won\'t feel disconnected, returning back as one.