leave me lonely and i’ll lose good feelings of you and i
egos don’t belong in relationships
vulnerability should replace anger
i’m blind from you but i see through a single crack
i get hints and red flags but i shut my eyes quick
because love makes me
love shuts my eyelids once your flaws show
and love fills my ears when you speak ruthless
why am i left to feel the pain when you’re numb
have i become the girl in a bad relationship that everyone thinks is dumb
not sure if we have more bad than good
but i’m tired of sitting so i stood
i’m decreasing my effort for you
because since the beginning i’ve cared more times two
it’s not fair for me to sit around and wait for you to be okay
while i get lonely and not okay
you’d rather party then make sure we’re okay
you sleep peacefully when knowing i’m upset
or you just don’t care to find out
not once have you asked me how my new job is going
because you’re selfish and only care where your life is going