Excuse me while I let go of some negativity, of the ones in my life that want to police me
I know I ain\'t great but I try my best, they have at a table eating humbleness
Never have I just walked away, I\'ve given all I have but they still fill my plate
I know of many that wish for the life I have but walked away and never looked back.
I\'m sure the are all haunted at night in their dreams but in the other side it\'s never all green
For as much as I\'m greatful and documented it well, in a few more years I\'ll celebrate leaving this hell
Nothing makes me saddest than wishing away life on the kids, maybe the loss of the love that even made them exist
At least that marriage and all relationships after that, made me keep changing dream until I made it
I\'ve given every inch of my heart and soul to be the best father that I can be, but for some it will always be about the money