I woke up this morning
with the sun in my view
birds singing a happy greeting
flowers smiling as I tickle their petals with drizzly drops
But my heart is heavy
my tears are flowing
another day
colorful accessories covering my grey memories of you
Driving, as I do every morning
coffee at the office and the usual
small talk
back in my space, alone behind a closed door to the world outside,
allowing my emotions to flow
onto this page
it is the only way
I would cope through this day, my tears frozen, for now