I really don’t want to wake up tomorrow
I’m done with the pain and the sorrow
I wish I could just cry
But my tears are gone, my eyes they’re dry
There’s no way to express this pain I’m in
So I’ve cut myself once again
The pain is real and the blood is showing
I relax as my heart starts slowing
It’s taken my mind of what’s in my head
Now all I can think about is being dead
I hope this works because I want to die
I just really wish that I could cry
If I could I’d probably be fine
Id get out some of these emotions of mine
But I can’t and it’s messing with my head
Now all I can think about is being dead
As the blood starts to flow
I’m drifting away nice and slow
So I’m going to bed
With no more pain in my head
Now I’ve got this pain in my arm
Because well I self harm
It helps me feel some actual pain
I really don’t want to wake up again
So I’m off to bed with these thoughts in my head
Now all I can think about is being dead
I’ve took a handful of pills
Because they say medicine abuse kills
So I’ve taken the lot
I’ll give it a shot
Twenty tablets later and I’m fading away
I really don’t want to see another day
So I’m taking my own life and giving in
I’ve not been eating I’m getting thin
My coffin well it’s going to be light
I’m getting more sleepy so I’ll say goodnight
I really don’t want to wake up tomorrow