sometimes
love just isn’t enough
and that really fucking sucks
such an emotion gets too
much credit for what
it is and isn’t able to do
love won’t stop a bullet
can’t hold back a knife
from opening up skin
like a second mouth
won’t stop you from leaving
and that’s the thing isn’t it?
love won’t always be enough
and god knows
i wish it were
with all of my being
i think we deserve a
happy ending, lover
don’t you?
i want an ending
that doesn’t leave me
with an ache
with a rawness that i
have yet to discover how to
keep from festering
and i loved her
and i loved him
and i love you
so much it left a mark
but that just wasn’t enough
and there is only so
much of me
of my love
i can give before i’ve
finally been hollowed out
i don’t think my love
will be enough
even then, lover
and that’s something
i’ll just have to
learn to
live with
but right now
it really fucking hurts