Thoughts In Time

If

\'If\':

If only
I
Could see
Into
\'Their\'
Minds-
What is
It there
That I
Would find?
What
Makes them
Feel so
Incomplete
So
Unreal-
That into
Others lives
They want
To \'steal\'-
To become
Accepted
Instead
Of
Rejected-
To feel
Loved?
Attractive?
But then
The
Questions
Abound-
\'what if-
It should
Be a game?
What if
They don\'t
Feel the
Same?
What if
The day
Never
Comes?\'
But
The
\'what if\',
Needs
To be
Turned
Around-
Into self-
It
Must be
Found!! \'What if-
You
Loved
Yourself
A bit more?
What if-
You went
Knocking
On
Heavens door?
What if-
You wanted to
Know more
From
Behind
That
Unopened door?
Looked about-

Trying to
Find yourself
just
Brings
Doubt-
Forget
The attention,
And who
Does it
Mention?

Its the
Flesh
Of
The mind-
Its a
Human
Kind-
Bringing
\'What ifs,\'
To your
Heart-
Bringing
Confusion-
Disillusion-

It will
All
Work out
A certain
Way-
On a
Certain
Day-

So-
Forget
The \' what if\',
And
Be part
Of the plan-
Which was
Never
Set out
By
Man.... Kelly Fagelund-Gjersoe
27 July 2017