Dysthymia

I’m okay

My life is a damn joke

They think all I do is coke

But I do it for a reason

And depression I cannot cope

They don’t know what’s in my head

Deep inside I am fucking dead

All I said was I’m okay

And they left me with what I said

Am I really okay

Do you trust me of what I say

I’m screaming in my head

And I take it day by day

I’m hiding what’s deep inside

Whatever it takes for me to hide

And as much as I can

I’ll tell you lie after lie

But I’m really not okay

Otherwise is what you like for me to say

And I keep it to myself

Even if it’s not that way