She was the judge and jury in this case,
Three times she rejected my appeals,
Life lost its meaning and I got distracted,
What would it take, How much longer,
She held my fate in her hands,
I felt like giving up yet I was so near
Fours years of study and almost giving up,
I lost touch with reality and lived on autopilot,
I wondered what life held for me
I had no dependents
I did not owe anybody
Maybe I was better of dead
I shuddered at the thought
I have been here before
It confirms depression is back
A part of me dies within