You’re the first boy I’ve ever loved and it was all in my head
My stomach caved in with every thought of you
Hoping you would read my mind and tell me everything I wanted you to
This is my hardest goodbye
I’ll always remember your smile when you brushed my hair out of my face
Your nervous laugh when I looked you in the eyes and picked up the pace
The look in your eyes with every second I undressed
It may have taken a while for things to reveal
But now I know
None of this was real
This is my hardest goodbye because it was my sweetest creation
You were my number one sensation
I was always the girl in between the girls
I made it seem like this didn’t affect my world
But it did, for so many years it did
I am your easiest goodbye because I never even got a hello
Now my love,
it is time for me to let go
Good bye 2016
Good bye Ignus fatuus
Good bye My beautiful secret