jackeggz

Fall leaves

I wish so much I was like the fall leaves because those things are dead 

 I wish people cared enough about me but they don\'t.

i wish people would see the pain behind my eyes when I say I\'m fine. 

I wish I was like the November light at 5 o\'clock. Why? Because that\'s unexistent.

I wish people weren\'t such bitches and asked how I was for a change.

  I wish people could see that when I laugh and start crying it\'s because that\'s my coverup for all the pain that I went through that day. 

I wish I was like the wind. Because that at least is invisible. 

I wish people would see the real hurt when they do something rude instead of the fake laugh. 
 

Why? Because I wish I were dead.