I am laying on my back in a booth, hiding from the inevitable
I am here for your money you do not want to give
And you?
You are here waiting for me to get up so you can spit in my face
Green with envy
And the day repeats
Now I am in bed thinking of the boy you were and wishing I was still the girl you once were infatuated with
And you?
You have not thought about me or the girl I use to be since the day I opened my legs for you
You know, the day we both saw red and blue
And the day repeats
Now I am bouncing back and forth swiping left swiping right
I am looking for validation or simple conversations
And you?
You are pleading for me to open up to you
You are trying to fully discover every inch of me knowing I don’t want you to
My mind is distracted, red with fury
And the day repeats
Now I am confiding in the closest of friends
I am coming to you with an open heart, no battle wounds
And you?
You’re choosing a man, a stranger, over my unconditional love
Lost trying to find what I did wrong, You left me feeling blue
And the day repeats
Now I am looking at you straight in the mirror wondering if I’ll ever live up to the girl I use to be
And you?
Clinging with your very last pinky finger
You’re hoping things will only get better
You know things will never be the same but that doesn’t mean you have to be sad anymore
Fight it, fight me, fight yourself
The strongest warriors win the toughest battles
The sun is now rising, the sky is golden leaving me in a yellow aura filled with hope
It’s time .
For the day to repeat