A distinct pattern is unfolding
Like a whore
Liquid spread across the floor
It\'s an avalanche
A twitch, a violent spasm
I can\'t control the night
The hollow cavity
I am powerless
With my head buried deep in a tome
And I couldn\'t get any higher than I am
As hoops of smoke evaporate
Into the air
There has been a death
It was a pharaoh
I\'m the outsider, looking in
An atom splitting
Going off topic again
I\'m discursive, pornographic
I have no faith, I can\'t be saved
I adhere to pleasure like dew
In a fishpool, a friend of hedonism
I fuck myself till I\'m sore
I plug the hole like it\'s a ritual
I won\'t pass the buck
I took myself to a kirk to pray
I\'m fat with rage
The choir were singing away to the oratorio
It was a lull
I was motionless and mute like taxidermy
Then I sighed from relief, parting rain clouds
All the voices in my head clubbed together
Then they shouted out like a waterfall of tears
Paralysed by fears
Can I hide in your beard?