As I sit on the beach finally not in the pain I\'ve had for weeks
The sunset reminds that it has been there for years
I had poems to post before the new year
Now they join a queue wondering if its worth your ears
In the cycle of my brain that can\'t handle the unexpected
The truth is it\'s only myself that\'s feels rejected
One voice amongst billions I have no answer
As I question each question after the disaster
Drying my tears to find just a snippet of laughter
Lost in my reality of creating a happy ever after
This discomfort in my body, is because I wasn\'t doing what my soul desired
They only way of knowing is to have no limitations on where I transpire