I thought I was okay
Thought I had nothing more to say
But my thoughts are killing me
Inner demons are tough to beat
I want to survive this hell inside my mind
I want to stop searching if I don\'t know what to find
I feel like I\'m splitting apart inside
I need somewhere to hide
I admit that it feels like my soul has died
It\'s been so long since I let myself cry
My body is fighting when I want to give up
What\'s the use of living when life is an empty cup
I wish I could understand how I became this girl
How even the sight of my face makes me want to hurl
I want understand how I\'m not dead
I want to understand why these voices are in my head
I need somewhere to run to
I need somewhere to undo
I need someone to hold me