\"I don\'t know,\"
I seem unsure, going back and forth
Why am I tied to misery?
At any moment I could veer anywhere
My life has always been jam packed with doom and gloom
I guess I blow things out of proportion
Like I\'m narrating a story for a stranger
There\'s always a silver lining
One time I believed crazy things
One time I got into an argument with sanity
Last year I turned twenty
A light bulb went off like a firework
But I don\'t feel right, I feel like I\'m dead inside
In a gelid state
Have you ever wondered what does it feel like to be gone?
Numb and shapeless like the sky
I can only imagine
I think about death all the time, somehow
I wonder when will my lifetime end
Like a swan song?
I\'m a broken gramophone
A tautological poem
An open wound, with tin cheekbones
I footle, sadder than Meretseger
Higher than Sinai
I live, forgetting in the webbing
Beer frothing
Three days before one month after Lammas
A comedian fails on the set of his debut gig
Yeah, it\'s embarrassing.