To those who have caused me pain
You meant everything
To my tiny mind
I believed the vinegar you
Forced me to swallow
Was okay
I let you shove and twist words
And knives into my heart
Until there was nothing left
But an empty cavity
Filled with self hatred
For I was just looking
For love
Love I never had
And that’s okay too
Because I have nothing but love
For those who forced me to
Release the negative helium
Within myself that I once called self pity
But that helium
Only allowed me to soar higher
Than ever
So thank you, for ruining me
Because my anger
Only brought more love