I was only a child.
Oh how I wish I would\'ve known.
But you never know.
I didn\'t know how to ride a bike.
I didn\'t know how to tie my shoe.
Theres only so much you know at the age 4 and how I wish I knew what I know now.
It wasn\'t just any touch.
It wasn\'t scary.
The more it happened the more I questioned.
Why couldn\'t anyone else be around when we \" played \"
Why me?
Why was I your favorite?
I was just a little girl but you knew that.
I didn\'t know what was going on.. but you knew that.
It was one time.
You rubbed yourself against me.
You made me feel as if I were special.
All I wanted was a friend.
All you wanted was a bone.
I wish I knew back then that it was molestation.
But you never know.
I try to forget you but you pass my mind every now and then.
I try to let go.
But all I could think about is how much I didn\'t know ...