This world is cruel
This world is not for me
I think that’s what
You are telling me
You are taking over me
getting over you its just competitive
I think i need to chill
I think i need a sedative
You are getting deep
And i am drowning
I feel like i am trapped
Someone help me, my mind is shouting
My head feels heavy
My whole body is stun
Why you doing this to me
what have i done
Its hard to explain what you are
You can’t be understood with one poem or a paragraph
Turning upto people feels hard
Listening to my situation i think they’ll laugh
My lips say, Fine, thanks.
But my eyes tells a different tale
I feel trapped in my own thoughts
Feels like i am in a jail
My hearts sings a different tune
No one can hear
I think i have to live with you
That’s my biggest fear
I have to force myself to eat
But food feels tasteless
Whether my eyes are open or closed
All i see is full-eclipse blackness
My fake smile
Tells a billion lie
I can’t run away from the truth
No matter how much i try
My Thoughts are deep
So are my words
The only things which can decrease the pain now
Are the visible cuts
Some call you depression
Some call you anxiety
You have completely taken over me
You are becoming my new personality.