raghav.k0

Depression is taking over me

This world is cruel

This world is not for me

I think that’s what

You are telling me

 

You are taking over me

getting over you its just competitive

I think i need to chill

I think i need a sedative

 

You are getting deep

And i am drowning

I feel like i am trapped

Someone help me, my mind is shouting

 

My head feels heavy

My whole body is stun

Why you doing this to me

what have i done

 

Its hard to explain what you are

You can’t be understood with one poem or a paragraph

Turning upto people feels hard

Listening to my situation i think they’ll laugh

 

My lips say, Fine, thanks.

But my eyes tells a different tale

I feel trapped in my own thoughts

Feels like i am in a jail

 

My hearts sings a different tune

No one can hear

I think i have to live with you

That’s my biggest fear

 

I have to force myself to eat

But food feels tasteless

Whether my eyes are open or closed

All i see is full-eclipse blackness

 

My fake smile

Tells a billion lie

I can’t run away from the truth

No matter how much i try

 

My Thoughts are deep

So are my words

The only things which can decrease the pain now

Are the visible cuts

 

Some call you depression

Some call you anxiety

You have completely taken over me

You are becoming my new personality.