Sometimes I think about how we live  and die and laugh and cry , as I sit here and think again I won’t let the devil win yet again take away the breath I breath and leave me crying on my knees so weak, heart to deep , my feelings leak like a stream  I can’t handle the thoughts that replay ,, like a bad memory That won’t go away , what would u say if I wanted u , would take and hold me Like iwant you to , or would u leave me there in a blank stare , so unfair not to know the difference apart from love and lust , no one I can trust , take your time to make u mine ,