Why am I not good enough for any of you?
What did I do?
How can I be good enough for all of you?
I do everything you ask me, everything you need or want, and yet it’s not enough
My mind is deteriorating, my soul is scuffed
And yet you all respond with a huff
Your words that once dripped with honey now secretes poison
If I were to speak it’d only cause an explosion
And yet, I still give you all my utmost devotion
My brown eyes now look black
You all have taken everything and I desperately cry for everything to be given back
Everything is slipping through the cracks
My skin is cold and my head is numb
I must be dumb
Why do I succumb?
Why does everyone else get to live in bliss
While I am shoved into the abyss
Where I’m wishing that I would be missed
I am trying to gather my broken pieces
My insanity increases
And my hope decreases
Why am I not good enough for any of you?