I wonder through life not knowing,
how to feel and how to say,
What is on my mind these coming days,
because I don’t know what love feels like ,
or why it decides to run away,
ive never been good with feelings,
but i want to feel love,
and be with someone forever.
But how ever hard i try,
something gets in my way or im too shy,
but now i see,
that it was just me all along,
ruining my chances at success,
but I just don’t want to be rejected or depressed,
so I don’t know what to do,
to get the thing I always wanted,
because i keep ruining my chances,
and thats not what i wanted to do.
So why in these desperate times,
that everytime i try to think,
of someting to say ,
i just get shy and walk away,
because i want to love,
But I don’t know how.