Your intoxicating smell is overwhelming my heart
Sending raw chemicals to my brain.
As we fight, my heart is tearing apart
Your nicotine aura has got nothing to gain.
The disease that give you only to me
turning my veins black, clogging my arteries.
You are a fatal disease that no one can see
We have separate fighting, emotional armies.
Spreading blackness throughout my weak core.
My blood runs cold as we gently touch
Every blink, my eyes are getting slowly red and sore....
But I hope that you don’t see it, I miss you so much.
I can’t show you my emotions,
that’ll show you weakness.
Facing unimaginable, hard situations
I’m not shaking even though I’m a mess.