Nemo

At Rest

 

Falling deep, sinking slow,
hard to breath, as this life slips out
Memories flash,
And
The could, and the could have\'s. 

 

A single smile reacuring in all these memories Conflicted with my thoughts,
I questioned my self, 
\'\' Is it a dream or a reality\'\'

Did I ever live? 
Or
Am I really dying? 


This life suddenly feels like a hazy dream,
So, what happened to us. 


Did we get to meet?
Or
Did we get to love?


Wondering if,

I should have apologized 

Or
Confessed this love. 

 

Even with my last breath as I sink deep down in this darkness, 
a resistance on my back, and a weight on my chest.
Must be the ocean bed.

 

warm sensation deep within me

Me in the sea
OR
The sea within me.

What a beautiful sight to die to. With no one one around, 

It\'s dark, it\'s warm
And my voice now gone.

 

My final thought, things finally got pretty clear,

knew the answers to your questions,
And knew exactly, where to steer,

 

Calmly let go this final breath
Bubbles rising above, felt the warmth filling my chest
As I lay deep down, in a rest.