Caitlyn T

I’m Fine

I’m fine.

 

Except the fact that every time i breath it feels like i’m underwater, struggling to get a breath.

 

And when I open my eyes, the only thing I can see are tears.

 

And when I speak you can hear the knot in my throat,

you can hear my desire to not go on anymore.

 

And when I take a step,

I fall,

cause I have no strength to walk, cause I have no desire to move on.

 

I’m fine.

 

Just like everyone expects me to be.

 

Fine.

 

No Problems,

No worries,

No suicidal thoughts,

just fine.

 

So yeah,

 

I’m fine.