Chanel T.

To much

To much.

I am heavy...heavy with love.

I feel I have to much to offer.

Does it overwhelm others? Does it scare them away? I am bleeding...bleeding with love, want, adoring stares...everything that I have always had in me.

Now I am starving...starving to give it to another person that deserves it.

Someone that will be patient with me, and for me. Someone that will understand my roller coaster of emotions.

Someone that will wait for me, because they know I am worth it.

Someone that will hold my hand even when I may be holding on to old weight...negative weight and fear, I so desperately want to release....but how can I when it just continues to build?