My random smile melted like summer ice cream
When I woke up from a lucid dream
The calendar said it was 2019
I\'m coming apart at the seams
Dodging my fate
Dodging the cheval glass
I stand
Like a swooning Bambi
Now I\'ve switched on the lamp
I\'m ready to take on the day
Usually I\'m a nocturnal being
But today is different, today\'s different
I\'ve poured a cup of coffee, acknowledged reality
Accepted the truth
No matter what I do I\'ll never win
The damage has been done
I\'ve been seduced by the darkness
It sure ain\'t a passing phase
I\'m beyond the pale
Beyond the veil.