I am an addict of pain
With each puff, I slowly fade 
The pills I pop, have changed me within, 
My mind out of control, my body at its Brink 
It\'s not just making bad choices, it\'s so much more 
Trying everything I find, hoping it would last a bit more, 
Only really there, when totally unaware 
These drugs have crept into my veins,
coldness is in my heart 
and
restlessness is in my brain.