You agrivate me so
Was I never gonna be
Good enough for you
Was I just easy pussy
So you could get laid
You gave me a place to live
Was it to be kind
Out of the goodness of your heart
Or because you were lonely
I came to terms
Long ago
We would never be
What I wanted us to be
But you knew my feelings
Just as I knew yours
Since day one I was honest
You tell me
I cant be with anyone else
And yet you don\'t want me
You call out my name
My real name
And it gives me
The slightest spark of hope
But then refuse to touch me
And now you\'re done
You\'ve had your fun
Played your games
Lord knows you won\'t touch me
Unless your dick
Is down my throat
But can you even stand
To look at me
Tell me something
Be honest
Get mad if you have to
Like I do
When you call me fat
Now that youre sober
Are your thoughts clearer
Dont lie to me
I\'m a big girl
Tell me the truth
Was it you
Or the booze
Who kissed me at the lake
Was it beer or my best friend
Who let me sleep in his bed
Was it whiskey
Or a fantasy
I created in my head
I thought that fight
Brought us closer
Until I realize
You\'d never been drunker
Ps...i still fucking love you