Empty stomach
Brimming brain
Lungs invite the nicotine
Feel it spreading through my veins
Sudden attention bestowed to me
A subtle moan, a desperate plea
Who am I in sober wake
A shitty state for pity’s sake
Loneliness awake the ache
Heart bending not to break
A memory that won’t retain
I am no victim of my mistakes
A night of regret for numbness sake
Eyes pleading take the pain
A moment something satisfies
I rest, relax, press into lies
And then I find myself alone
Once again cut to the bone
There is no love
There is no sight
There are just words
Whisper I’m alright
And in the dark
Embrace the night
I beg this heart
Give up the fight