These self destructive chains hold me down
And I can\'t seem to get up off the ground
I feel myself slowly but surely fading
And I\'m exhausted from all the self hating
I\'m sinking down down down
And I\'m screaming but no one hears a sound
My thoughts are running wild
My soul aches for affection like a child
How can I reach out for help
When I\'m living in my own hell?
I\'m blinded by the darkness
My heart and body are worthless
When will the light come?
Maybe this is the end and I\'ll be done
Sweet serenity where are you?
I\'m drowning in the deep dark blue