I am in pain
I feel insane
I pray
Cause I fear
That I cannot handle the pain
And one day I will cut my wrists
And it will be to late
While the blood is dripping
I will be singing
Cause I don’t have to face it anymore
The devil that haunts me
And I don’t need to thrive
To fight against the pain
They say
You smile
But can you see the pain in my eyes
All those smiles are based on lies
I cut all ties
Ties that are tangled to the thrones of my heart
I am conflicted as you can see
I am in pain
I am not free
I wish I was free but lately I feel like everything and everyone is testing me
I am tired of uncertianity
When does the pain ever stop cause I cannot do this anymore
So shall I set myself free ?