I hate you so much
I trusted you with my heart, but that’s my fault
I knew who you were, but took the chance
I thought I saw the light in you, but you slammed that door tight
You broke me
You gained my trust, then played me
You blame yourself for everything except for what you did to me
You paint yourself as the demon to hide that you really are one
I trusted you so much that I never saw it coming
I never saw how you never really cared
I never saw the demon in your eyes as you pulled on my heartstrings
I trusted you so much that I was blind
Then came the fall
It was drawn out, then swift and deadly
A stumble at the end of a marathon that left me empaled on your knife
But you painted the picture that I was the demon
You still haunt me when I’m in a dark place
Your memory begging me to return
You left a small hole that turns into a gash when I think of you
A hole that may forever stay empty
Now I cry when I’m alone;
In the shower, in my room
You left me a mess, but I know you are just fine
I think about you every day, but I’m sure I never cross your mind
I’m sure you would say that nothing happened between us
That we were hardly friends,
But for anyone that knows me, they know it was bigger than that
But you knew too didn’t you, because you asked and I told
The worst part is, after all is said and done,
After I am left crying in my room,
There is only one person I want to hold me:
You