I envy those people
The ones that never
Fight
With their own mind
The ones that don’t
Break down
Over what seems to be nothing
The ones that don’t
Take pills
Every single day
Just to stay sane
The ones that don’t
Freak out
When it’s too loud
The ones that don’t
Tremble
When they’re overwhelmed
I envy you
I’m the one
That fights
With my own mind
Trying
To gain control
I’m the one
That breaks down
Laying on the floor
My hand cupped over my ears
Pressing as hard
As possible
Trying
To block out
The noise
I’m the one
That take pills
Every
Single
Day
Because I can’t
Be me
Without them
I’m the one
That freaks out
Over the noise
The sound of a spoon
Scraping a bowl
I’m the one
That trembles
Shaking
Crying
For my world
Came crashing down
I envy you
Free from your own mind
I envy you