I write this down with a heavy heart, each day we have been apart, my soul goes further back to the dark.
Although it\'s true I was here long before you, you dried thoses tears and then made new
I drown in my sadness of happiness that\'s never been, holding onto any moments like a candle in the wind.
My hope for future is in the seeds I planted, for never am I truly out of my darkness.
Unable to be unaware of the energy I\'ve shared in a stare, locked in a mental prison of open despair
I\'ve achieved many mile stones and passed lessons for you but never to truly let go of the past and enjoy what is new.
Best I can do is try to put my emotions into words, hopefully you\'ll learn a better kind of surf.