I’ve had space and time to realise
That the pain I feel was not from you,
It was from me not being able to compromise
That change is inevitable and I should make do.
It’s like you’re an apparition roaming around
But you’re alive and walking past me alone,
What do I do?
You want me to leave you alone forever
But I just want a reason why things change.
I’m not perfect, my emotions are naked with you.
I keep up my guard even when talking to God
But you have the keys to unlock my thoughts,
When I’m with you it has never been a facade
Although being vulnerable let you kill me.
I guess this is me letting go of us forever,
It’s no longer a fight I can take without dying.
My heart grows weak and I have to move on,
I thought if I was strong for us both you’d return.
All I can say is thank you for helping me grow,
Thank you for the memories I will cherish...
Thank you for being my bestfriend.
I will never be the same without you
And I cry everytime I hear your name,
You don’t know what you meant to me.
But as long as you stay happy
And you keep striving for your dreams.
I will never burden you ever again,
Achieve what I know you can
And show the world the you I got to know.
Your once bestfriend.