As I close my eyes
The black clouds start taking over
Like a dark mass seeping into my every organ
Hovering over my brain until I drift into somber.
I hate myself in most my dreams
Though you\'d probably think in insane,
It\'s not a choice
Its more of like an ache, or a pain
And somehow when I\'m with you
Every ache goes away
Every pain in my chest,
I drift out of somber,
Standing on a cliff at the edge,
Yet instead of falling I\'m flying over
My heart forgets to skip,
I\'d forgotten how to breathe if I didnt bite my lip, I\'m awake now.
-A