Flamingo

* I JUST CAN\'T *

I can\'t say goodbye!!

I just can\'t bring myself to do it.
I don\'t know if i ever will be.
What little bits i have left of you are all of me.
All i know.
And if i let you go, then i fear the stuff i will see.
I fear that i will be empty.
That i won\'t feel your courage and Hope guiding me.
I won\'t feel you next to me.

Don\'t you understand!
That without you i am doomed
Standing in quicksand, with no help...
No way out.
However much i scream and shout.
So Please Forgive me Mum for keeping hold of you...
As just the thought of letting you go...
Letting go of my memories of you...
Is the last thing on this earth i would willingly ever do.