I think too much on how I feel
always Shutting my eyes wishing it wasn’t real
I can feel the darkness looking for a way in
As it floods through the gates of my broken skin
I can feel It rush up and into my head
So many dark thoughts, did you hear what they said?
I think they said its time to go
I’m just shaking now, why is time so slow?
I can feel it trickle through my veins
I cant even begin to describe the pains
I think its going to kill me soon
Can I simply die under the grace of the moon?
I want to see the stars and Venus too
Because I really thought it’d be me and you..
But that doesn’t matter now
Its going to kill me, do you not know how?
I think its going to go for my heart
Go after what I love the most to rip me apart.
maybe ill choke, suffocate, drown.
i have enough monsters to hold me down
Maybe it’ll just stab me in the back
How many trust issues will spill through the crack
or Maybe it’ll strike me to the floor
just Sit me in a room and lock the door
trapped and alone forever I am locked
that’s what I thought till I heard you knocked
came in and said all doors can be unlocked too
i kept my eyes shut and cried thats not true
you took me in youre arms and said open youre eyes
for look baby, were still outside.