misskay

Sweet baby Nico

I saw a baby bird in danger

So I rescued it from the alley cats that wanted it dead

I fed him and kept him warm in a nice comfy bed

I nurtured him and cared for him

I wanted him to grow and live his life free

But today I buried him instead

I tried to save him once more from the power of death

I gave him gentle cpr and gave him my tiny breaths

I cried so hard once again feeling helpless

And another piece of me bare

I shouted out loud, why?? Why??

It’s so so unfair!

I named him Nico this sweet baby bird

I said my goodbyes and told him I was sorry and I know that he had heard.

I failed once again

You just can’t win fighting death

I’ve lost every battle each time

Just for once I wanted victory to be mine!

Now I think about it

I fail at everything I do

Why doesn’t god just spare me all my heartache

And just take my life too.