ANGELA & BRIAN

L O N E L I N E S S ~ ANGELA ~ A MODERN POEM !

 

BRIAN & I ~ Normally post our Poems in Classical Forms ! Sonnets - Pantoums - Villanelles - Acrostics etc. Because they limit the length of the Poem and give it some Rhyme & Rhythm for Recitation. MODERN POETRY on the other hand has no such limitations ! Any Subject - any Length - Not rhyme led (Free Verse) - simple metre - Plain Language - no superfluous verbiage. This is a Modern Poem I drafted (before I met Brian !) but have never posted. It is both SAD & SIMPLE !

 

I have experienced Loneliness - A  

Feeling I was all on my own - alone !

WHY ? Im friendly - lively and outgoing.

I was OK at my Private Girls School

WE all survived through puberty - we had

So much in common - Physically - also

Emotionally - and our future Careers !

But as we developed - we ALL met BOYS !

 

I was a Day Girl -  So I had much more

Opportunity than all the Boarders

To meet BOYS at my Church (Catholic) Youth Club

And Socials ! I travelled to School by TUBE.

I was Academic - little in common

With the Teens @ Church - So I felt LONELY !

A-levels - then PHYSIOTHERAPY

I hoped I would make some Friends @ College !

 

Again I was not in Residence - but

I had lots of Female Friends - studying

Radiography & types of Nursing. 

The MEN assumed that Para-medical

Students were easy prey ! Im a devout

Catholic and valued my VIRGINITY !

The Men wanted SEX - I wanted LOVE &

MARRIAGE - so I was still very LONELY !

 

Thanks for reading comments welcome - Love ANGELA 💛💛💛

 

I was 28 when I first met BRIAN - Old enough & experienced enough to know that somehow he was very different !  He was 33 and although handsome & successful he too had never  met the right person. He loved every aspect of me not just my Body. My devout Spirituality - He saw as an asset because He was a Deacon in an Evangelical Church ~ AMEN. Except for my 15 months in New Zealand - training to be a PHYSIO Tutor - I have never been lonely again since I met Brian. We are now happily married in our first Home together with Smokey Cat and expect to start our own Family soon ~ AMEN ~ Angela & Brian 💛💛💛