I sleep, I scream and I repeat
circuits broken loose
veins numb
I open my eyes with light
only to fall beneath the four walls
I am nothing
People laugh and people walk
I am not
People smile and people run
I wish
So where is the genuity in my world
but all I see in the horizon is shadows
Who am I to choose my destiny
when all the borders are closed
Even when my closest has gone running
faraway with a smile with others
So who am I to pursue happiness
when darkness already pursue me
I am nothing
I am isolation
I am the solid truth
So if I had the power to change faith
it would only be the change
of making me have my last smile
over a drink
When I take my last sip
I hope my friend gives me relief
the sweet hope of euthanasia
So I can finally overcome the burning ache
I see the ocean in my cup for one last time
because this is my reality
a empty cup.