I am sorry
I say those words to myself every day
because every day I miss him
The boy who hurt me at just 17
Telling me lies
Saying \'I love you\' that morning and then leaving that afternoon
I questioned myself too many times on why
all the same answers arose
He couldn\'t love me right
It wasn\'t me
its now a couple months after but I still long for him
I long for his love
I do not care to be loved by many but by him only
How do I forget, my last birthday where I took him out to dinner
How do I forget, his last birthday where I made him dinner and bought him gifts with my first paycheck
How do I forget, meeting his family and bringing him to meet mine
How do I forget, the panic attack when he told me it was over
How do I forget, his infidelity with no reasoning behind it
How do I forget, those late nights of crying because of his last words
How do I forget, being in love with him and him saying he no longer loves me
but he did that morning, he did last night
how do I forget him
how do I forget memories
how do i forget you
the boy who hurt me at just 17