Madyson

Tomorrow I won’t.

Tomorrow I won’t.

3/31/20

 

Tonight I’ve been thinking about you, because tomorrow I won’t be.

 

Tomorrow I’ll be with him and not you. And this wasn’t how I thought this would be.

 

But I’m here and you\'re not and now there’s been years between us.

 

You’re not here but you are.

 

Sometimes I still feel you, sometimes I still hear you.

 

But tomorrow, tomorrow I won’t.

 

Tomorrow I get to try again.

 

Tomorrow he will be here because you’re not. And though this isn’t how I thought it would be, this is how it is.

 

Tomorrow I won’t think about you because I’ll be thinking about him.

 

I’ll be thinking about how he is all the things you couldn’t and wouldn’t be for me.

 

I’ll be thinking about the future and how bright it is now that you’re not blocking the sun.

 

Tomorrow I will be thinking about him. So tonight I’m thinking about you.