my hoodie still smelt like you
when i got home.
it made me feel
so warm

whenever i’m with you
i’m at peace
even if it’s silent
just being with you physically
makes me smile.

i know you don’t want me
like that
but it’s not stopping the thoughts
of you inside my head.

i’ve tried to suppress these feelings
but my heart aches,
it yearns for your touch
i just want to be with you so much.

i won’t lie
it really hurts,
that you still like him after
what he’s done.
i can’t do anything,
so i’ll just lay here
with nothing to do,

just thinking of you.