I hate it here
Every argument is the same as another
I hate him, but I still love him
It\'s like a ghost talking to the walls
No one answers my calls
When I feel alone in the world
Like a child of war
That\'s when I\'m at my worst
I can\'t kill the itch
Shaded by blue TV light
In my darkest moment
Crying in the rain
I am pathetic
With my regrets
Alone in a park somewhere
Accused of blame
How much longer can I go on
Before it all ends?
I ruin everything I touch
Then some
I pray for an ending
People were jogging by
Doing their daily exercise
But no one knows
I\'m in pain
Invisible to the world
I am a host for the fly
Out of tears
I may as well be dead
If this is the best it gets
All things are fundamental
My tears are mirrors of yesterday
Today I\'ve been on the edge
Praying for an end
I wonder if it will ever be over
The Tuesday gloom
My fingertips are red and inflamed
From the bitterness of the cold
I am cold to the bone
Out of options
Waiting like a tree
I am an adversary of time
Impatient and drowning in my mistakes
By an endless lake
I am inspired by everything and nothing
Wanting to die, wanting to live
Wanting the highs
Life is not what I expected
When I opened my eyes this morning
Rain was pouring from the Heavens
I thought it would be different
But I was wrong
Rain was pouring like my sorrows
It made me feel like I want to disappear
I want to disappear with my tears
Like a poet in time
This moment is mine
This moment is mine.