What It\'s Like To Be Me

Take a good look at me,
What do you see?
Do I look as normal as normal can be?
You got it all wrong,
I have to look strong.
On the outside I appear calm,
On the inside I\'m gone.
My illness doesn\'t have a look,
It has a feel.
I can deceive you with a smile,
My happiness isn\'t real.
On the inside I\'m crying,
My emotions defying.
My body is dieing,
My thoughts are mortifying.
Welcome to my life where all is solemn.
Would a break down prove to you that I got a problem?
They never see, so to them I mustn\'t be.

They don\'t understand the brain of me.