Last night I felt rejected by my 11 month old
She cried every moment her mother left the room
At sleep time was no better, as no hand was better than mum\'s
Left in a pool of darkness, wandering what I have done!
Why does she push me away, is it what I\'ve become
As I open up my heart, I see that unwanted reflection
Morning has now sprung, I get up still foggy in slum
Met with the light of little Maarii, I go down in the den (please, don\'t cry)
Leaving her to play hearing nothing but joy
Until I smelt the poo and thought, ha here we go!
Then suddenly that inner dialogue said let it all flow
The rhyme hit me quick, as like lighting in a blink
A thunder left roaring, knowing I can\'t deny
The only rejection is rooted deep within, until I embrace life
This cycle will not end, so I open up my heart to perform surgery
Most of this misery I feel, starts and ends with me
I truly wished for this last key, a child matching my arrival here
If you ever read this my dear, know love always conquers fear
Thank you for helping me shed theses beautiful tears
May we all remember, life is always what you make it
Unconditional love was at the start and there\'s no way to fake it