turned away
abandoned
forgotten about, and buried
with intention
I never needed...to be special
never needed, to stand out from the rest
but I\'m proving to be
so special...yes, it\'s true
I am invisible
unseen, unheard, unloved
disrespect
minimize
trivialize
once queen of her own life
now a slave, in someone else\'s reality
I am just not right...for this world
my happiness denied
the more I try...god...the more I try...
I\'m tired of battling this demon for my soul
clutching and clawing
toll after toll after toll
bleed me dry, decades of decaying
until I\'ve reached this moment...ALONE...this moment in
My Time
of absolute and pure sadness
loneliness
confusion
wondering...
Is this...twilight zone flipping logic,
all in the name of my isolation?
just need one companion
So I Won\'t Quit
No giving in, though I know
the more I pursue, the more I spar...
the more punches and blows are thrown my way
Reigns over my identity
but i won\'t back down,
so on the day that I die
it will not matter
in my head are these devils,
winning all the time...
with their insidious truths, lies, and manipulations
How could I possibly defend?
when all in the end...
i am nothing if not inconsequential.